Dear love,
I guess I'm getting stuck at this again. First i felt happy, den now, depressed & then happy & later, depressed again. Idk what is going on with my surroundings right now. How I wished everything went well/smoothly on my life. Ohhmyy. How I just wished. Dear god, i'm beginning to feel the 'heavy' heart again & again. I tried to make this feeling go away but I cant. Im getting weaker and weaker these days. Dear god, why now? I cant go through this anymore. Please make this 'heavy' feeling go away. I wanna be the girl whos happy & and to live her life to the fullest. Why am I always at the losing end? At first, everything went well, but then again, something have to happen. Trying very hard to take things easy. All i wish is that everything will turn out well for both of us someday. I really do.